Pete often gets asked; how did you know you could heal?
Simply, it just happened, many things lead up to it, even from early childhood. Signs that something was going on were always there but in the beginning they were not easily answerable.
One of the first indications of my healing ability was at a psychic fair in London where a photo was taken of the energy around me, which appeared as pure white light. It was explained that it is very rare and that the white light is the light of the healer.
At a psychic fair in Brighton in the mid 90’s, Pete; was told by a world famous healer, that he had enormous energy and power and that there was great work for him to do. He was a skeptic; what work, why me? The answer, it is for you to find out. It has come to pass that it is healing.
Pete was drawn into spirituality and became interested in different aspects of it. Researching various materials, reading books of great masters, searching for answers. Things were starting to happen; like projecting light, seeing auras and colors, the energy around the plants and trees…. even birds seem always to appear and as an avid sailor; the dolphins would always come and swim near the boat. It feels great to talk to them without words.
Pete has studied many areas of healing and has taken note of ancient writings, he has an avid attitude to learning and always open to new ideas and listening to other healers, we all have a lot to learn about the universe and cosmos. Pete has attended the NLP practitioners course with Richard Bandler, studied transactional analysis (TA) and counseling (BAC) all of which has helped him to understand him-self and people in general. Also in recent times “DeSilva” mind control course, this is to do with accessing through the “alpa” range of our brains in order to access our sub-concuss.
Pete started healing, but the format of the healings were changing every time, which was very disconcerting and awkward, sometimes very emotional, but he would be drawn to hug a family member or a dear friend, sometimes his hands would simply be drawn to touch or hover above a shoulder, hand, or spine…he would often be asked; how did you know I have a pain there? Sometimes he would spend some time with the person who needed healing, on one occasion, he projected a hologram of a client in front of him to do a distant healing. It was confusing in the beginning, but the healing soon settled down to its current format, which is channeling energy through his hands.
Healing people and helping is a natural thing for Pete and maybe for that reason, people that desire healing, he believes are always placed in front of him. He is always aware of it, and ready to help.
Pete’s view is, he believes that we are all connected to the God Source, therefore our thoughts are all connected and what we verbalize reverberates around the cosmos, so we should all be careful of our thoughts and what we say, we are all brothers and sisters. He believes in the future we will all be able to hear each other’s thoughts as we begin to use our brainpower and free our selves up from controlled environments and patterns.
All healing will be done without
modern day drugs. We will all have our place to do Gods work,
to enjoy ourselves on planet earth.
AN OUTLOOK-- TAKE ON A WAY OF LIVING,
HELP ON DAY TO DAY LIVING IN THE PRESENT WORLD / UK
LITTLE TIPS AND
REMINDERS ON HOW TO KEEP BALLANCED
BETWEEN EARNING A LIVING AND KEEPING A
CALM CENTERED AND ENJOYING WHAT IS IMPORTANT TO YOU IN YOUR
LIFE ON EARTH.
THIS IS A STORY OF A PERSON FROM A SPACE
THAT YOU MIGHT RECOGNISE, HAVE A “THAT’S SOUNDS JUST LIKE ME”
MOMENT. A JOURNEY THAT IS INCREDIBLE IN THAT ITS ALL TRUE, TO
GIVE HOPE, TO KNOW THAT IT IS POSSIBLE TO COME THROUGH
WHATEVER IS PLACED OR PERCIVED TO BE IN YOUR WAY, LIFE.
A FEW TIPS. ON
THE WAY LITTLE POINTERS THAT ARE SIMPLE TO USE OR ACKNOWLEGE
TO KEEP THE PURPOUS OF LIFE ON THE PLANET. WHICH IS TO ENJOY
THE MOMENT ENJOY THE JOURNEY FOR THE JOURNEY IS ALL THERE IS
AT THIS TIME FOR YOU.
TO ACKNOWLEGE PAST LIVES, AND THAT PAST
LIVES CAN affect….AS THE SAYING GOES… “YOUR CHARACTER IS YOUR
DESTINY”. WHAT IS YOUR CHARACTER……think about that……a lot.
HAS SOME OF THE
PAST COME WITH YOU INTO THIS LIFE OR HAS EARLY LIFE
EXPERIENCED FORGED HOW YOU ARE.
YOU DEFINE IT.. CHARACTER TRAITS.. GOOD ONES AND ONES THAT
CAUSE YOU TO BAIL OUT INTO THE DEEP TROUGHS OF LIFE. MONEY..
From this previous life to healing people
seeing auras and generally helping fellow man have become part
of my daily life.
The story begins……..
ON THE END OF THE BED IN MY ROOM, ALL THE OTHER ROOMS IN MY
FLAT WERE RENTED OUT TO OTHER PEOPLE, AS IT TURNED OUT THAT
HAD BEEN DRAWN TO THE HOUSE FOR THERE own HEALING. THEY HAD NO
IDEA WHAT MENTAL STATE THERE LAND-LORD WAS IN.
THE SHOOT GUN CAME OUT OF THE CASE IS WAS
ONE OF TREASURED POSSETIONS.. HA POSSETIONS!!..ALWAYS KEPT IN
OIL WITH THE GLOVE AND CLEANING KIT ALL SNUGG IN THE VELVET
LINEND CASE, AS I PUT THE BARRELLS TO THE BUT AND CLIPPED THE
BARRELL STOCK TO THE UNDER TRAY ALL WAS CALM, NEXT THE SHELLS
TWO SHELLS ONE IN EACH OF THE OVER AND UNDER BARRELLS SITTING
THERE JUST SITTING, 20 PENCE WORTH- NOW IN A BAD SPACE MOST OF
RECENT LIFE HAD BEEN A BLUR, A LIE, NIGHT WAS DAY, DAY WAS
NIGHT IT WAS LITRALLY IN THE MOMENT OF MINUTE BY MINUTE
SURVIVAL LIFE HAD BEEN A BITCH NO LOVE GIVEN AND NO LOVE TAKEN
A LONELY, LONELY SPACE..HARD,, HARD WORK MAINIC WORK
MEGLOMANIA, EXSTREME ANGER, HURTNESS A FREAK THIS WAS NOT A
LIFE THIS WAS A COMPLETELY TOTALLY NASTY PLACE, THAT THERE WAS
NO WAY OUT.
THE GUN WAS IN MY HANDS IT
HAD BEAUTIFUL BALANCE …THAT WAS IT, BUTT ON THE CARPET MOUTH
OVER THE BARRELL END FINGER ON TRIGER THOUGHTS THOUSANDS OF
SCREEMING THOUGHTS NOT MUCH EMOTION
ALL IT WAS, WAS NOW DO I HAVE WHAT IT
TAKES TO TAKE THE MINUTE DISCISSION TO PUSH THE TRIGGER IT
WOULD ALL GO AWAY IN A HEART BEAT THOUGHT ABOUT THE MESS DID
NOT CARE THE PAIN WOULD GO AWAY RELEIFE AT LAST NO PAIN NO
COULD NOT DO IT…DISASTER ANOTHER
PROBLEM NO GUTS NO COURAGE RIGHT THAT’S IT MORE THOUGHTS
SCREEMING THROUGH MY HEAD THERE ONLY ONE THING LEFT
I HAVE TO CHANGE.. CHANGE.. CHANGE AND
START RIGHT NOW CHANGE AND MEAN IT. IN ONE HEART BEAT.I HAD
HERD THAT YOU COULD CHANGE YOURSELF IN A HEART BEAT, IT WAS THAT TIME.
WHAT WAS I TO CHANGE, WELL NOTHING IS
RIGHT IN MY LIFE NOTHING, SO IT DOES NOT MATTER WHAT I CHANGE,
I WOULD HAVE TO CHANGE IT ALL, TO WHAT! WELL WHATEVER YOU HAVE
BEEN DOING UP TO NOW CHANGE IT, IT HAS NOT
WORKED SO CHANGE IT
I STUMBLED ON A BOOK “HOW TO HEAL YOUR
LIFE BY LOUISE HAYES”
I STARTED TO
READ ONE OF THE FIRST THINGS WAS TO LOOK IN THE MIRROR TO SEE
WHO WAS THERE, WELL IT TOOK SIX MONTHS TO SEE WHO WAS THERE I
WAS 38 YEARS OLD AND HAD NEVERS REALLY SEEN MY SELF IN THE
MIRROR SIX MONTHS OF BREAKING DOWN.. COULD NOT SEE THOUGH THE
TEARS, WHAT A SPACE, FINNALY IT HAPPENED I COULD LOOK IN THE
MIRROR AND A SAW ME WELL I THOUGHT NOT BAD NO HAIR BUT NOT
BAD..NEED TO CHEER.. UP TRIED SMILLING THAT WAS A JOKE HOW TO
SMILE I WAS 38 AND DID NOT HAVE A SMILE THAT CAME FROM LOVE
AND ENJOYMENT...FROM ME IN A GENUINE WAY THAT TOOK PRACTCE BUT
ACTUALLY YOUR NOT TO BAD A LOOKING GUY GOOD JOB THE HAIRS GONE
I WOULD LOOK LIKE THE MAD PROFESSOR WITH A HEAD FULL OF HAIR
THAT GREY. STILL PROGRESS WAS BEING MADE TIME WAS STILL
IRREVALENT WHAT WAS IMPORTTANT NOW WAS ME YES ME FOR THE FIRST
TIME IN MY LIFE ON EARTH IT WAS OK TO BE SELFISH AND DO WHAT I
WAS KEY TO THIS MASSIVE CHANGE? WELL A SMALL LITTLE PAPER
BLOCK, YES, “ POST- IT- NOTES” THEY SAVED MY LIFE.
I HAD POST IT NOTES STUCK EVERYWHERE, THE
MAIN ONES ON THE DOOR AND DOOR FRAME THE WAY OUT OF MY
“THINK TO KEEP SAFE”………….WAS ALL THEY SAID.
EVERYONE OF YOU
HAS A BRAIN
MORE POWERFULL THAN ALL THE COMPUTERES LINKED TOGETHER ONE THOUGHT YOU ONLY NEED ONE BUT ACTUALLY YOU CAN HAVE MANY THOUGHTS IN A NANO SECOND “THINK TO KEEP SAFE,” WAS THAT THOUGHT.
WHATS YOUR THINKING….
WHERE AM I GOING OH!
THE WIDE, WIDE WORLD ITS DEFFINATLEY NOT SAFE OUT THERE NEARLY GOT KILLED OUT THERE, NO ONE CARED EITHER. I REALLY DO NEED TO THINK TO KEEP SAFE. ITS NOT SAFE FOE LITTLE PETE TO GO INTO THE WIDE WORLD
THINGS WERE PROGRESSING NOW LOOKING IN THE MIRROR WAS GREAT NEED TO WORK OUT BUT OK. THAT COULD WAIT.
BUT WHAT WAS THE KEY TO THINKING TO KEEP
SAFE, THINK OF WHAT, SOMETHING WAS A TRIGGER OH THAT WORD
AGAIN WELL AS THEY SAY OUT OF ONE COMES ANOTHER AND TRIGGER
WAS WHAT I NEEDED NOW.. THERE WAS THIS SOMETHING THAT ALWAYS
JUST HAPPENED I WOULD FLY OFF THE HANDLE GET REALLY ANGRY NO
TOLERENCE OF OTHERS ALL THE ATRIBUTES OF AN ANTI SOCIAL
AND WHAT HAD HAPPENED WITH THE OLD PETE HAD TO CHANGE THERE WAS THE PROMISE I HAD MADE TO MY SELF.
CHARACTER WHAT WAS AN ELEMENT OF
CHARACTER THAT WOULD HELP BE ANOTHER KEY TO THE JOURNEY.
IT TOOK A WHILE
FOR ME EVEN TO UNDERSTAND THE WORD CHARACTER AND MORE TO THE
SAYING “IT’S YOUR DESTINY”
WELL SOMETHING INTERFEARED WITH THIS.
WHAT! YES LITTLE PETE
LOOK BIG PETE
CAN HANDLE NEARLY ANYTHING THAT LIFE HAS TO THROW AT HIM BUT
LITTLE PETE ONLY HAS A LIMITED TAKE ON LIFE ODD LITTLE BITS
PUT IN THERE BY GOOD INTENTIONED PARENTS AND OTHERS BUT LEFT
YOU ONLY WITH ONE LASTING PROCESS AND OTHERS THAT CAME FROM
PAST LIVES. Known as filters.
EMOTIONALITY YOU’RE TOO EMOTIONAL, THERES
A TIME AND A PLACE AND THE BIG WIDE WORLD IS NOT THE PLACE TO
TAKE A LITTLE PERSON OUT WHO DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO CONTROL
EMOTION OR EVEN PROCESS SOME OF THE SHIT THAT EVERY DAY LIFE
THROWS AT ONE.
IF YOU TAKE EMOTIONAL RESPONSE OUT OF THE
EQUATION LIFE CAN BE QUITE SWEET, HOW?
THINK TO KEEP
SAFE = THINK ABOUT WHERE YOU ARE WHAT COMPANY YOUR IN AND
WHAT’S ABOUT, WHERE YOUR GOING IF YOUR GOING TO AN KNOWN
POTENTIAL OR UNKNOWN POTENTIAL MEETING WITH DISRUPTIVE PEOPLE
THE KEY IS TO LEAVE LITTLE PETE YOUR LITTLE YOU , AT HOME, I
USED TO GO AND MEET MY X GIRL FRIEND THIS HAD THE POTENTIAL TO
UPSET ME (get emotional) SO I USED TO LEAVE LITTLE PETE TUCKED
UP IN BED, AND I WOULD SAY I LEAVE YOU HERE AS IT NOT SAFE FOR
EITHER OF US IF YOU COME ALONG. IT WORKED I TOOK THE EMOTIONAL
ELLEMENT OUT OF THE EQUATION IT WORKED I FELT GREAT NO TURMOIL
NO ROLLER COASTER EMOTIONS FANTASTIC.
LIFE WAS GETTING GOOD, POST IT PADS
REALLY WORKED SO I USED THEM FOR ALSORTS OF PROMTS TO MAKE
SURE EMOTIONAL RESPONSE WAS NOT PART OF DAY TO DAY LIFE, ALL
THE USUAL NITTY GRITTY ANGELS JUST WASHED AWAY. LITTLE PETE
WAS LEFT OUT OF CONFRONTATIONAL LIFE.
BECAME SAFE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE
I USED REFLECTIVE CONVERSATION TO GET ME
OUT OF A JAM, YOU KNOW IN CONVERSATION YOU JUST REFLECT BACK
THE SUBJECT IN A QUESTION = GOING TO THE SUPER MARKET WITHOUT
GETTING A PAINIC ATTACK WAS MIND BLOWING I ACTUALLY DID NOT
MIND BEING IN A QUE AT THE CHECKOUT. 39 YEARS OLD NOT BAD
BECAME FUN JOUNEYS BECAME EASIER IF I FOUND MY SELF NOT HAVING
AN EASY JOUNEY I WOULD PULL OVER THIS WOULD PUT ME IN ANOTHER
TIME SLOT 1 OR 2 MINUTES LATER BUT AN EASIER DRIVE THIS
THINKING TO KEEP SAFE REALLY
I HAD NOT BECOME
A CONTROL FREAK BUT JUST A HUMAN BEING, THAT USED THE MOST
AWESOME TOOL ON THE PLANET YOUR BRAIN
YOU ARE AWESOME, YOU KNOW, ALL OF YOU AND
NEVER LET ANY ONE TELL YOU OTHEREWISE. “AWESOME.”
LIFE WAS GETTING
BETTER I WAS SEEING THINGS CLEARER LEARNING EVERY DAY IN A
MASSIVE WAY I COULD SEE AND FEEL THE CHANGE IN ME I CHANGED
THE WAY I MADE DISISIONS I ACTUALLY THOUGHT ABOUT IT BEFORE
MAKING A DISSISSION JUST A NANO SECOND MADE A DIFFERENCE I
TOOK THE ARROGANCE OUT OF LIFE CHANGING DISISSIONS THAT TOOK
ME DOWN THE PATH TO SELF DISTRUCTION I WAS NOT RIGHT ALL THE
TIME BUT THE ROLLER COASTER WAS OUT IT. I TOOK THE TOPS OF THE
WAVES AND ALSO THE LOWS.. OH SO LOW TROUGHS OUT OF LIFE SO I
WAS LEFT IN THIS MIDDLE BAND WHICH FELT GOOD VERY GOOD. FOR
THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I FELT SAFE NOT JUST LITTLE PETE.
BUT BIG PETE.
LIMITED BELEIFS ASSUMTIONS ABOUT YOURSELF
THINKING OH IM SO STUPID WERE BANISHED LISTEN I DON’T THINK
ANY OF YOU ARE STUPID SO WHY SHOULD YOU, DON’T JUDGE YOURSELF
AGAINST OTHERS WHO IS TO SAY WHAT IS AND WHAT IS NOT ENJOY WHO
YOU ARE, AND I WAS, I HAD BECOME MY BEST FRIEND.
I LEARNT HOW TO
HOLD THE SILENCE………………WITH YOUR SELF AND OTHERS.
I TOOK ASSUMTION AND FANTISY OUT OF MY
IF YOU ASSUME SOMETHING, SO
WHAT, IT IS JUST THAT ITS NOT REAL SO WHY PONDER OR GET
INVOLVED WASTE ENERGY THOUGHTS THE SAME WITH FANTISY ITS NOT
REAL DON’T LET IT BOTHER YOU , YOU CAN ONLY DEAL WITH REALITY
THE WHATS RIGHT HERE IN FRONT OF YOU THAT IS FACTUAL here and
THIS IS THE THOUGHT pattern THAT
WENT INTO HOW TO KEEP SAFE.
YOU WITH YOUR FANATASTIC BRAINS AND A
NANO CAN CHANGE YOUR LIFE.
TRY TO ACKNOWLEDGE YOUR BELIEF SYTEMS
ALSO HELPS. QUESTION YOUR ASSUMTIONS WHERE DO THEY COME FROM
IS IT A “ BED ROCK BELIEF” THAT WAS PUT IN THERE BY SOME ONE
OR A PRIEVIOUS EXPERIENCE. WE HAVE FILTERS WE USE ALL THE TIME
WHEN SOME ONE TALKS TO YOU WE USE THESE FILTERS WITHOUT
KNOWING TO MAKE DISSIONS. TO KEEP OURSELVES SAFE. WRONG TAKE
THAT DATA SOMEONE TELLS TO YOU AS VIRGIN DATA, THEN PROCESS IT
AND A THEN MAKE A DECISSION, SEE HOW THAT WORKS,, JUST BECAUSE
SOMETHING HAPEND THE LAST TIME SOMETHING WAS DONE OR SAID. THE
SAME REACTION DOES NOT HAVE TO BE TAKEN. TRUST THIS, IT
WORKS..I USE A CEILING IN AN OLD COTTAGE WITH BEAMS ALL MY
BEAMS HAVE TAGS LYING DOWN AND THEY ALL HAVE A LITTLE
SOMETHING TO PROMT ME INTO A NANO THOUGHT TO KEEP ME SAFE FROM
EMOTIONAL REACTIONS KEEP THE CONVESATION IN ADULT AND NOT FROM
EMOTIONAL CHILD STATE OR ANGRY PERSON STATE.
STANDING BACK IN
A CONVERSATION IS A GREAT HELP IT GIVES YOU MANY THINGS TIME
TO LISTEN LOOK AND FEEL, MAINLY FEELING HOW YOU ARE, IT GIVES
AN ENORMOUS AMOUNT OF INFO ABOUT EGO
AND HOW THE PERSON IS IN COMMUNICATION
THIS IS A BIG TOOL.
IT HELPS TO
PROTECT YOU AND ALLOWS CONFIDENCE TO GROW.
A MAJOR KEY IS “”TO BE IN YOUR FLOW AND NOT OTHERS””
YOUR LIFE IS
YOUR LIFE, SO DO IT IN YOUR TIME AND FLOW SO YOUR HEART CAN
SING, YOU SEE THIS WITH NEW LOVERS THERE HEARTS SING AND IT
SHOWS, RADIATES FROM THEM, THEY CAN acheive ANYTHING IN THAT
Major point to remember to maintaining a balance and stable
flow to your life is to acknowledge the people around you and
the people you meet, it is ok to cut some people out of your
life as some are very disruptive and even use others to suck
there energy to make them selves feel good, this even includes
family members just because there family does not mean you
have to be in there orbit, an easy way to find disruptive
people is are there always putting you down
in small ways do they play games with you
trying to be one up all the time scoring points against you,
do they play the triangle game “persecutor, rescuer, victim”
in conversation. These people are just bad news for your
stability, the best way is not to enter there games by
changing the topic or simply don’t be around them. Remember
this you are only going to have a good time if you are around
people who have a good time, its simple.
Be around quality people for a quality
“Victim - Persecutor - Rescuer” triangle is a very disruptive
thing have you ever found your self arguing over nothing, it
ending up you feeling Sad, Mad and Lost well this is the one,
don’t go there ever, it never ends up in a good place for
Egos, play a
massive part in our day to day life mixing with people, not
only our own but trying to cope with others.
There is quiet
an easy way to find out in conversation where someone’s ego
is, ie are they trying to dominate you, get something from you
or do you feel comfortable, are they just talking to you on
and equal respectful basis. Which is where we should be. This
is not to say that we don’t go to the other ego states, which
are Parental, nurturing and critical, and Child, free and
Parental Ego state, this can
be the most damaging state domineering critical and angry
aggressive putting you down humiliation all these things will
come out in the communication and also be backed up buy body
language. This is not a good place to speak or have a
conversation with someone, if they are in the ego state and
the conversation is important you have to try to get them out
of this and to adult state, the other Parental state is
nurturing which is quite normal if you are looking after
someone who needs it but not if this is the mother hen type
especially a woman who is in type being the nurturer the
matriarch who uses the this state to manipulate, you but
mainly to make herself feel good a safe place.
SO now with this
new knowledge I was getting more confidence, that was real not
a cover up, I was getting to know who I was and what I was and
the WHO was the important bit, life was becoming fun and I
started to enjoy , smile and could even look in the mirror It
was like being free from the a prison of loneliness and
things started to change and quickly, no more roller coaster
emotions with high, highs and very low lows.
This was very
strange and kept me occupied thinking about the NANO second
before making decisions and interactions with others, also
spiritually things were happening.
Training myself to take what can be done
in a “nano” second
Was paying off I
was thinking about things rather than reacting emotionally.
This was a big key to stable life.
my advice is take some time to listen and then make a decision
on the subject, this is the nano second as it takes that long,
that’s all. As we all have the fastest most powerful computer
in the world in our head we need to learn how to use it.
had happened to me during my life, as a kid I had dreams where
I would be floating around, well I did not know where I was
but there was nothing there just darkness with no tangible
reference points it used to scare me, now I realize it was the
cosmos, I have been there in adult life, in a loving embrace
floating around in pure pure love, what a feeling, only once
I started to see things like
people standing in doorways, and then on day I was invited to
stand in on a convention so standing at the back I started to
see Light, well it was
people were standing on the stage if they moved I could see in
bright light where they were standing this was such a shock I
looked behind me to see who had the torch then I realized that
if it was a torch there would be a shadow, except the shadow
was light. At that time I learnt how I was looking it was the
way I used my eyes focus, this lead me to practicing this and
in the end I could see auras then colors not that I knew what
the colors meant
I spoke to some one
and they advised that the colors meant this if it was red and
this if it was white. This never made sense to me, and did not
I had some very strong
meditations where a bright beam of light would enter my head
or I would be bathed in a cloud of white light, this was all
new to me. Something was going on!
These new skills were honed and I became
very good at seeing auras, colors etc even the energy around
trees and plants were seen this was making me more aware of
nature and the universe. I became calmer. This was leading up
to something, it was hard to come to terms with what was
happening as it was not long ago that life was the pits.
I read lots of spiritual books and filled
my brain up with all sorts of knowledge from feng shue to what
Life was changing fast then
some strange events took place, which at the time overwhelmed
me and frustrated me at the same time.
THEN it started